what is it?...

What is hurt? to cause mental pain to; offend or grieve
Raise a child, feed him a future full of deceive
Give him the spoon silver if he needs
Show him the way, a passion to bleed
What is hurt? To be detrimental to; hinder or impair
Show him real from fake, after he learned to care
Show him the life you living, the life he wouldn't dare
Show him the struggle, the one who brought him there
What's is hurt? To cause distress or damage
Stress, a savage opposed and managed
Composed of his tortures the souls of the vanished
What is Hurt? To watch me douse under the lights, construct a down fall, cut off my wings during flight
What is hurt? Hurt is waking up, no effort to get dressed u know what to wear
Monday through Thursdays, Fridays a surprise pair
Saturday through Sunday you're not even awake
Robbed for everything, nothing to take
A glimpse of compassion, open the drapes
A sunny horizon, figured to be fake
What is hurt? To have an adverse effect, it doesn't hurt to try,
What is hurt? Hurt is I.

hey there delilah...

Hey there delilah, its been a while since we last spoken
The last time you had my choking
Vision blurry, my eyes still smoking'
You got me sprung
Eyes wide open and a hanging tongue.
Oh What a run

Hey there delilah, haven't answered to my message
You got me home, I'm kind of desperate
By my phone, make sure its connected
My hope it grows
I just wish you would come home
I'm all alone

Its ohhhhh, what you do to me.
Oh, what you do to me
Ohh, what you do to meee.
Oh what you do to me
What you do to me.

Hey there delilah, you know that I'm still waiting
Your my love, we should be dating
But my fears have got me skatin'
Away from you,
This pain, you don't have a clue

Hey there delilah, honestly I see you daily,
my friends always try to persuade me,
Ya friends say I'm always playing
But its nothing but honesty
Your a part of me

And oh, its what you to do to me
Oh what you do to me
Ohh, what you do to me
Oh what you do to me,
What you do to me

And I know you still feel the same
Please don't let your friends wash your brain
We haven't spoke this can't b true
And I'd still risk everything for you
Lets just make this happen, stroll through what we like
Just give me your hand and we'll still fight
But when we stop I'll love you more
And you'll shed a tear but mine will pour
Please come right back and help me breathe
And please promise you'll never leave

Hey there delilah, hope that you still sit think of me
I stress I cry and stink like weed
And ponder on the things I think I need
And I know that I'm on your mind
And pray to God I hope you find
Just what you want through what ever life brings
And just at this point, my phone would ring

And oh what you do to me,
Oh what you do to me,
Oh, what you do to meee
Ohhh what you do to mee..
What you do,....to me.

I don't like it, unless its brand new.

There's certain things I wish I could say but I don't know how/ all I know is I'd do way to much to see you smile/ cause when you do, I do/ boo/ just listen/ u barely take a glance but when you do ya eyes glisten/ you unique,you're your self/ got ya own wealth/ and know what you doing/ yeah I got a bad past but now you the 1 I'm pursuing/ you gone 18 years and its time to get real/ you dress for the affair and you dress to kill / sex appeal, nails done, glossed lips and still/ you hot ma but when you walk by I get chill/ my stomach drops and I think/ damn I don't wanna miss a step so I won't blink/ you fly ma, and yeah you deserve the best/ I mean that from the little thing pumping in my chest/ and I wanna make something from it, if I said other wise I'd definitely be a liar/ ma real talk I wanna give you anything you desire !.

The fallacy of love

I love her, yeah and I'll never let her go/ but its like a migit in restrain it just isn't meant to grow/ or maybe it is,developing slow/ and I'm falling cold like characteristics of the snow/ and she say she feel the same like Siamese trying to get the bigger plan/ I'm always there for her I be waiting by the stand/but she doesn't understand I could be the better man/best man under sun like a wedding in the sands/ I couldn't give her the world, but I give her all my heart/I could make her smile all day, make her shine in the dark/ and I never doubt us not a thought above, all I know is you was supposed to be my rock of love/like Brett, help me in the heart foundation/rather than put it through these complications/ such a fallacy to see/the reason that you plead/ that our love isn't allow to grow like weed/ so if you really believe that you wanna be a "WE"/ then don't hesitate and come get with me/ and lets make something happen I just need an answer/ and we will never end so no happily ever after..

mirror mirror, on the wall..

See when I met the girl she knew the struggle, no guap she was abused ha dad used the muscle/ lived an in efficiency,had room for expansion, she live in my heart she said to her it was a mansion/ she kept moving tried a smile for a fit, she was mah uptown girl, on ha ignorant shit/ swag was crazy u couldn't budge it, but the budget, you couldn't love it, like love above the covers, but the feelings, they was smothered/ had a great heart, horrible past, hopes for a better days/ always gets sent away, and faith was just a cent away/ but the price is costly, she answered honestly, she never split her word she just used an apostrophe/ and her love was undeniable, life undesirable, but the way that she fight is so admirable/ I keep her close to me I follow her with stealth, under my wings clinked on to my belt, its weird with ma, I strive for her health, cause when I see her I sort of see my self

Please, keep beating..

Boom boom, boom boom, boom boom,

I have her, I love her, but I speak for myself,
I need her, she hears me..but there's always somebody else
Or another obstacle to over come,
another reason for me to run,
Overflow my blood, till I feel like I'm done,
but wait...

Boom boom,boom boom,boom boom

My heart still beatin', that means you still here,
You could be across the world my love would still be near,
please don't crush my heart my love, that's my one and only fear.
And listen dear, please think about what could be,
what should be, it will be..
hold on

Boom boom, boom boom, boom boom

Its still beating steadily slowely decreasing,
My blood isn't going through, but I have a whole bunch of feelings I should be releasing,
But will it ever be?
Just you and me?
Flowing, relaxing, we could be free.
We could be perfect, well there's no such thing.
But I could make ya finger feel Claustrophobic and u could blame the ring,
But you can't blame me for the way I feel,
Damn baby girl, love really kills,
And it goes

..Booom boom, boo boo,b..b,,....(beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep)

For whom it may concern,

We've never really talked but I heard your words.
We've never really kissed, but I've felt your lips.
We've never really hugged, but we've wrapped arms.
We've never really stared, but we've caught eye to eye
We've never had anything, but shared a mutual feeling
We've never had a chance, but we've wished that we would have
We don't know eachother, but surely we have met
We've heard about each other, I just wish I knew you.
Who are you?.

Hard to explain once again..
Any interpretations?

why does the caged bird sing?

through the mind flows millions of thoughts a day,
where am i heading? i wish i could, i should have, God I've come to pray.
the least to say, its a 24 hour process over and over,
should i give up on my dream?, is this real?, is my heart getting colder?
the things you would say if you were a bit BOLDER but you don't after consideration,
i really like her, why does he do that?, uqh i wanna bash his face in.
sensations of the mind tricks of the heart, steady beats but racing,
is this love?, whats the point?, I'm not the cause of any problems i am facing.
tracing back to your dreams, or night mares, the lights, the darkness,
is this life?, what should i wear?, i got her attention but don't know how to start this.
it'll leave you tormented perhaps heartless i wonder if you hear this,
I'm tired, I'm dying, what would they think of these lyrics.
compatible to non-other, nobody near this, no where to find,
i wish she was here, i wish she would shine, i wish she could read my mind.
with all this stored away, hard to grind, it brings me pain,
maybe this, maybe that, Julio are you insane?.
i just want my gains, find peace, i pray to spread my wings,
that perhaps, indeed is why the caged bird sings.
-Julio Taveras

its hard to explain the meaning to this, in a way you have to feel what i wrote.

the thoughts in our heads are like the bird in the cage, in the sense that theres a lot of things we wish to say but we keep locked up. the bird wants to be free, and we wish we can say everything on our minds if you understand me?

"...the bird wants to be free. and he sees what freedom would entail. so he sings a song of sorrow, captivity, and a longing to be free."

just like the things we think of on a daily basis.

freedom of the mind, is freedom of the soul...

hope you enjoyed..

well, this is a first...

First and foremost i would like to thank my Friend, and mentor, Andre Everette, for getting me involved in this...invest my time in something productive as he says...

I'm new to this so i'll try to make this one as good as i can.

Life, as we know it, year by year gets harder as we mature and sometimes you feel like giving up. May it be Money problems, girl Problems, Family problems what ever, we all find very difficult times in our lives. I have been through my share of difficult situations, thankfully i usually have someone i can rely on to help me through and give me great motivational advice on how to turn my bad luck as it seems, more beneficial for me. How to take negative energy and make it help me get better at this difficult task called living.
For one, as bad as everything seems for one, someone will always be in a far more worst position then you, so be very thankful and fruitful of everything you have because in less then a blink of an eye you can lose it all, the little things you have, can be the so much that someone else has if you catch my drift. I have learned my lesson thanks to my mentor in which i mentioned before, i used to look at what i had like "damn, my game looking weak man. i have so little of everything"...but what goes through ones mind as they stop at a red light in an inter-section somewhere and they see a poor home-less on the street, sending blessings to everyone sometimes with a smile on their face, wearing the same thing they wore the last two years, on a wheel chair with a missing leg. Due to things like this i am far more greatful of what i have.
Object is nothing compared to heart, and as long as you have a lot of heart, and a lot of faith, just know God is behind you in every little problem you think you have and will definitely help you through.
after all, God will never put you in a position that you can't handle....but you my friend, can definitely put yourself in a position that you can't handle...so just keep faith alive, and be happy of every little thing you have....
Julio Taveras.


post-script:
for a first i think i did rather Good, lol.
if not, i'll get better with time, for which i have ALL the time in the world.